January 2012
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still not there.
I’m in Beaufort, it is hot, but pretty. My everything hurts. Driving takes forever when you’re not with the right people
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HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
When she called she didn’t specify that we needed a van to move people, rather than stuff, she also didn’t say we needed to take it out of Melbourne, and she also didn’t say I was under 25 and on my P’s, she also didn’t say we needed an auto rather than a manual.
They don’t have a van for us.
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Alida is driving us to pick up a van, lisseth has...
“I’m pretty sure you turn right at the next major intersection”
‘I have the melways, I know where we’re going, and no, we take the next right.’
I can’t talk out loud, with your foot tapping and your eyes doing that thing that you are probably completely unaware of. Plus, you always read my feelings, they don’t get voices. I sound insane, I wonder why, perhaps she’ll die. Anywaay, the point is, there will be no doors or walls, although the headthing of sending secret notes to each other was quite enjoyable. But no, not...
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The look you get on your face when I complain about her amuses me immensely.
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Oh, letting other people plan things leaves you with no mode of transportation and no where to sleep, and no food, just alcohol and drug money.
Fantastic.
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The girl who can’t commit to anyone is in an exclusive relationship after seeing him for less than a month. And you know its serious because they made it “Facebook official”
Fuck everything.
I live on a fucking couch. I’m not iOTA. What the fuck?
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99 empty bottles on the wall.
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today my feelings taste like potato salad and beer
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I thought you would miss me by now .
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I get to watch them slow dance to songs I love.
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That's our friendship now, we like each others...
It’s better than nothing
How am I supposed to get comfortable if I can’t even fit the pillows on the couch?
Where are my limbs supposed to go?
Just did something totally worthy of Mona. Pathetic, but worthy.
I’m surrounded by idiots.
I’m lonely, but I ain’t that lonely yet.
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“Seriously Alex, why don’t you have a boyfriend?”
‘Parsons, you do know I’m a lesbian, yes?’
“Yeah, but still, you wouldn’t have any trouble. You should go out there, find a man.”
“Hey do you want me to bring you some pizza?”
‘Sure, okay.’
“Actually I don’t have any money, can you pay for it?”
‘I don’t have any cash, sorry.’
“Well go to an atm, *talking to someone else, hangs up*”
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I feel like I’d give salad fingers a run for his money right now
You know when you reach that level of boredom where you just want to stab rusty nails through your temples?
I’m there.
Keep me away from your old hardware, I shall not be held responsible for what I do with it.
I’m going stir crazy. When I got like this at Ze Cave I would bake cookies and have one man dance parties to shitty ninetys techno and j*, or I would play in the greenhouse and jump around outside.
Ze Mendez Palace of Love is a quiet place right now, I cannot jump up, jump up, nor get down, and there are giant spiders in wonderland. So I’m stuck in my head in Section B, twitching.
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It's times like this when I wish Andrew and I were...
I feel like going for a walk or a drive or doing SOMETHING but I don’t know anyone who likes to do anything at this hour that doesn’t involve sitting around or drinking.
This was going to be the year where I do the things that I want to do, and here I am, letting other people plan my very expensive, quite likely terribly boring and lonely weekend.
I can’t even complain because I got myself into this shitty situation.
But when I got into it the circumstances were significantly potentially more enjoyable.
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Oh, annoying hypocritical annoyances are annoying
I was supposed to go out today, but instead I died.
Then I died some more.
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I just remembered that in all of my dreams last...
I remembered this because just now there was a sand like substance in my food
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Now back to regular programming
I have been sent to the couch and I hate everything. I was so looking forward to sleeping in a sizeable bed, the couch is smaller than the hostel bed. I should have stayed in Hobart. I’ll move there and never have to talk to a single person again. I hate being so dramatic and emotional but it’s just so fucking easy sometimes. Stick to what you’re good at and all that shit. Ugh,...
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oh and now I’ve accidentally got him in trouble, and then lied to liss for him.
Why am I involved in this
This is silly. so silly.
I’m still laughing. haha ooops.
Parsons just reminded me of Loren. Hahaha oh how amusing.
Also, he just asked me “why don’t you have a girlfriend, Alex” and just hahaha WHY AM I LAUGHING?
Everything is amusing me and I don’t know why.
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Last night I dreamt that I changed my flight and stayed in Hobart for the Dresden dolls violent femmes gig and it was amazing and I had the greatest time of my life. I then found out that while this was happening Jake and lisseths plain exploded and crashed into the ocean. They died. William and Parsons told me later on how terrified they sounded on the phone, they were still talking while they...
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hahaha oh my God I've lost my sock, if. it falls...
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I can’t say anything in case she snaps, but not saying anything is likely to make her snap, and that is not good, if she runs off in Hobart who the fuck knows what will happen. She has that vacant look in her eyes that terrifies me. She just left. oh good. Fantastic. This is why I looked sad, but I wasn’t upset, I was worried.
Jake is totally drunk. But don’t tell anyone.
Jake is sexy
lop this. is jakebut donrt tell. anyone. Alex.is. totally. hacked
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So many attractive people.
So many giant drinks.
So many old pop punk songs.
This is our lives on holiday.
Note to self: you cannot pick up cute girls simply by staring at them creepily from afar.
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First breakfast.
Then the world.
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oh, that’s what you get for kissing her. pain. hahahahahaha. Ugh. yay, woo, drunk. hate. yay!